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For about 10 years now I've had a lump connected to my right testical. I discovered this lump when I was 10 years old. I was too embarassed to even think about getting it checked or to even worry. Over the years I've often felt on the lump moved it around, it's almost like it revolves around my right testical. I can move it around almost anywhere but when I leave it...it eventually leads back to the same spot. It's hard and small, smaller than a pea...not much though..LOL i've put a pea to it and compared! haha I think because of gravity it falls behind the testical after I stop positioning it or moving it around. The lump isn't growing from the testical but in one way or another it's connected to something. I can't feel what that is, I tried feeling for a vein or something....no luck..and like I said I can move it around anywhere, but only on the right side I can't slide it over to the left area of my scrotum.
Recently, for fun I popped some E. While on it I was completely enlighted, I had the best thoughts and feelings in my life, I concluded my own philosophies and in some crazy way connected with the energy inside of my grl. When we held hands and thought of love or each other...believe it or not we felt an unbelievable tingle at the same exact time. This all was occuring while the sun was rising and the moon was full. After the greatness lol While on E I converted my high into the fear of death and it ****ed my head up!.lol. Just being honest, I pop the pills once twice a year with full control. I like to alter my consciousness once in a while if you know what I mean. But while on it..I think i accessed a part of my brain that makes me keep thinking it's cancerous and now after that sometimes I feel a pain in the area when I think about it. Is it possible to worry your self into feeling pain? All my life I been healthy and like I said it's been 10 years..no signs..worries..just a lump flaoting around. I hate to try to get diagnosed my self on the internet..but I live on my own in school. I don't have health insurance and the 150 a month I'd hate to have to dish out. I want to get checked.. but before I decide to add health insurance to my stack of bills I want to know if this is something I should reall worry about..since I've popped that pill..i've worried my self to the point where I've cried. I'm driving my self crazy.....I'll tell you what ! I will not touch E for a long while!LOL
Please send your thoughts.
Cordially yours,
Gno
Recently, for fun I popped some E. While on it I was completely enlighted, I had the best thoughts and feelings in my life, I concluded my own philosophies and in some crazy way connected with the energy inside of my grl. When we held hands and thought of love or each other...believe it or not we felt an unbelievable tingle at the same exact time. This all was occuring while the sun was rising and the moon was full. After the greatness lol While on E I converted my high into the fear of death and it ****ed my head up!.lol. Just being honest, I pop the pills once twice a year with full control. I like to alter my consciousness once in a while if you know what I mean. But while on it..I think i accessed a part of my brain that makes me keep thinking it's cancerous and now after that sometimes I feel a pain in the area when I think about it. Is it possible to worry your self into feeling pain? All my life I been healthy and like I said it's been 10 years..no signs..worries..just a lump flaoting around. I hate to try to get diagnosed my self on the internet..but I live on my own in school. I don't have health insurance and the 150 a month I'd hate to have to dish out. I want to get checked.. but before I decide to add health insurance to my stack of bills I want to know if this is something I should reall worry about..since I've popped that pill..i've worried my self to the point where I've cried. I'm driving my self crazy.....I'll tell you what ! I will not touch E for a long while!LOL
Please send your thoughts.
Cordially yours,
Gno
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