Ok, just having a BAD DAY, full of many tears. I am hormonal (Pregnancy)
This damn cancer leaves so many scars, not just visable ones. This A.M., I helped pack up some belongings from my brothers house. His house he lost in a foreclosure, this has been an ongoing thing, but now that it's really here, it's so sad. lost his home because, first, no insurance, when newly diagnosed, so he payed for his surgery with whatever little money he had, then chemo, he really didn't work much at that point, any assistance he tried to get, he needed to be considered terminal or quit his job so he'd show no income, and well, the list goes on, most of you know. So today is just bringing back all that cancer has taken. I know not his life, and to that I am eternally grateful. Now he's moving in with my aunt, a grown man, living with his aunt. OK, like I said, just a bad day.
This damn cancer leaves so many scars, not just visable ones. This A.M., I helped pack up some belongings from my brothers house. His house he lost in a foreclosure, this has been an ongoing thing, but now that it's really here, it's so sad. lost his home because, first, no insurance, when newly diagnosed, so he payed for his surgery with whatever little money he had, then chemo, he really didn't work much at that point, any assistance he tried to get, he needed to be considered terminal or quit his job so he'd show no income, and well, the list goes on, most of you know. So today is just bringing back all that cancer has taken. I know not his life, and to that I am eternally grateful. Now he's moving in with my aunt, a grown man, living with his aunt. OK, like I said, just a bad day.
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